This is not going to be the most pleasant post for me.
I went to the Doctor for my normal check up on Tuesday....Long story short.. the baby no longer had a heart beat. I was in complete shock! After all, I was 13 weeks along and taking my medicine to help prevent another miscarriage.
I don't want to get into specifics, but I had a DNC yesterday (Wed.) and totally feel like I have had the crap kicked out of me. I am sore everywhere! I am trying not to feel sorry for myself, but I couldn't believe I was going down this road again. I know I am very blessed to have my 2 beautiful daughters but at the same time, I am really pissed off (sorry)! And I hate being so hormonal..crying one minute and then ornery the next. Please bear with me.
I thought I would start the "undoing" process of this ordeal. Thank you to you all who have called, emailed, and visited..I appreciate you thinking about Jon and I. Even though I am a raging hormone basket case. I really am grateful for what I have. Thanks for all your kind words, Love, Jamie
Thursday, October 9, 2008
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Posted by Jamie at 3:07 PM
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WE LOVE YOU!
If there is anything we can do let us know! You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!
i am so sorry to hear about your loss! it's ok to be upset or to be hormonal and emotional. it's our god given right as a woman! ;) take care and we are thinkin about you and your family!
I know you guys have been through so much to have your family. You have two beautiful girls who are healthy and happy I'm sure they will help you through this difficult time. Just know that we are thinking of you and wishing you feel better in every way very soon!
Life has some interesting twists! You are a strong women and you deserve to have some "woe is poor me moments." It is good that you don't keep it inside. These are trying times for these little spirits.....perhaps this one got cold feet. Hang in there and give a squeeze to those of yours today!
oh jamie we are so sad you lost your baby...i am sure everybody has offered already but if you need anything, you can always call us! Thanks for being such a sweetheart to us, we really appreciate you. We hope you are feeling better soon. Love the Farnsworth's!
Oh I'm sorry, I love you!! Everything happens for a reason, its not you at all. =)
Although it's been years since I've seen you or talked with you, I feel like I know you all over again (just from reading your blog!)and I felt so sad reading your post! I'm so sorry. Why don't you come with your hubby next time he comes to Burley and we can catch up! I'll make you feel all better! Well, maybe not ALL better, but I'll do my best! We have all girls too so your girls will feel right at home with all the Polly Pockets, Barbies and Baby Dolls around here!
We are so sorry to hear of your loss. You guys will be in prayers. Please if I can do anything for you please let me know.
We love you! If you need a vent I'm always here (even if it has to be email!)
Jamie,
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you must be going through. Trying to add to your family can definately have it's trials. I hope this one is sofented by those around you! You are a wonderful women and I know you'll get through this! Love ya
Jamie and Jon, just know we are thinking of you and praying for your family. We love you and wish there was something more we could do or say but for now just know we are sorry for your loss.
Want you to know, that along with everyone else, I'm thinking about you and want you to know that I love you. There's so much more that I wish I could say but not much helps heal the emptiness that you feel.
My daughter Jamie's good friend just went through this same thing a few weeks ago. I didn't know what to say to her and I'm not sure what to say to you. It must be hard but know that you've got my support.
Jamie, I am so sorry to hear this. It is never fun to go through. Like others said above you are very strong and you have the right to vent and be sad and mad etc. When I had a miscarriage a couple years ago I felt the same. I was very grateful I had Brooklynn but it is so very difficult to go through that loss. Let me know if you need anything.
I'm so sorry Jamie. We heard about it at the soccer game on Saturday. I feel like I'm always the last to know about anything. Seriously, let me know if there is anything we can do! If you need us to take the girls to play for a little while so you can rest or whatever I would totally love to help you out. I love you! I'm so sorry!
I'm so sorry, you know that I will always be here for you.
I love ya
I am so sorry for your loss. Please let me know if you need anything.
I totally know what you are going through. I had that same thing happen, and you are right, it totally sucks. I hope you are feeling OK now. I will be thinking of you, and hoping that everything will get back to normal soon. Love ya!!
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